Hello =)

I keep feeling guilty about not updating this thing. I was just about to close the window but my brain said FUCK YOU OLIVIA, WRITE THIS THING! so here i am.
my last exam is tomorow. i decided not to revise for it.
Also, has anyone's internet gone pop? as in, broke? Because my adsl screwed up and i'm using my dad's laptop now.
things would b so much easier if he got me my own *sigh*
ah well. Come back to lj, people =( or egt yerselves a facebook!

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I'll put a spell on you. You'll fall asleep and i'll put a spell on you, and when i wake you i'll be the first thing you see, and you'll realise that you love me
<3

... I think that's what happened =) 
*sigh*, LJ seems to be dying lately. Well done for sheesha and the cheese for keeping it going though =) I realise that before complaining about LJ dying, i should probably do something about! So.. voila! So, what's new with me? hm hm. Well.. i've decided to do something productive with myself and volunteered for the asian games thing. went to some meeting yesterday (hope it went ok), and have an interview for something else on Saturday (tomorow) so.. let's hope i dont forget about that =/ And i hope all this won't affect my exams in january. Not that i've been studying or anything. OOO, its my birthday soon! I can finally since 'I am sixteen going on seventeen' and it will apply! (...i've been singing it for two years). Bah. i feel so young. everyones already 18 or jus turning 18 or turning 19 soon even. plop. oh well. I get to live a year longer. i don't know where this post is going =/

Turns out i'm going to UK on the 20th october. The day after my birthday! wheee! Tickets have already been booked and all =) i get back on the 28th =( but yay =) I plan on visiting a couple of Unis. Leeds, Manchester and Nottingham. The rest i don't really care tbh. but i might also make a visit to Surrey... maybe. But i will try my best to see my Justin-boy =) =) i love you =D 9 months in 2 days! =D And i'm sorry about last night =( And i won't go into that. Been using my dads mp3 playing for the last two days. The songs are still there from when i used it in January last year... Our songs =) Billy Jean, American pie =), the proclaimers, the whistle song =P. Made me think back to everything. And i woke up this morning remembering waking up next to you at mine =( 
Boo.

Thats about it for now. 
Lisa: I DEMAND AN UPDATE!!!!
Justin: I DEMAND AN UPDATE!!!!
Ayesha: I DEMAND AN UPDATE! << you've not even been online damnit namit!

time for another quick update!

school starts tomorow. i am dreading it.
i just wish life could be one long summer. without the humidity. 
i dunno, i was just really happy on friday when all my friends came back and no one had left yet. and now.. poop.
i cant wait till christmas. everything will ber ight again.
i told my parents to book me driving lisence. if all goes well i can start lessons asap and sit the test on/just after my birthday and i'll have my lisence end of october. either that or i start my lessons in october, and i'll have my lisence before christmas. which would be coooool. unless i fail. then it will not be cool.
i hope lisa's in my form class. i don't know why i've never really thought abotu it till today, but i think it'd be cool. would make registration bareable.


baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

good luck tomorow.

='(

1- Go to www.Google.com
 
2- Type in "Failure" and click search
 
3- Look atthe first listing and laugh at what comes up first
 
4- Tell other people before the people at Google Fix it

So i'm sitting here eating the brownies that my sister made, and i'm thinking, 'i hate my life'.

i'm very tempted to swallow the entire contents of a box of muscle relaxant. Fortunately for god, whom i'm sure would love to continue torturing me for the next couple of years, i have a brain. And lots of guilt.

Got my grades a few days ago. I'm extremely relieved i didn't do as bad as i thought i would. for example, back in january i thought i did v ery well on my business exam but ended up with a C. And now, whilst i was expecting U's in all three tests, i ended up with B's. i do not know how that happened. anyhow, i am kind of pleased with my results, it shows i'm not a complete failure and all i will be resitting next year are... all my maths exams, units 1 and 2 of my business studies as i know i can improve those to get an overall A, and my unit 2 of psychology. and maybe my unit 1. ok, so it seems like a lot, but i thought i'd have to resit all of them minus french.... and this is all of them minus french plus 3... right.

Here are the grades!

AS GRADES:

Maths:  B, C, D, U
Psychology:  B, E, B
Business Studies:  B, B, B
French:  A, A, A

more update tomoow after i calm down.

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i dont wanna go to school!
please don't make me go to school!





bah. bah. bah. bah. bah. bah. bah. bah.


BAH!!

well i havent got much time here as this is my dads laptop.
just thought i'd make a quik update.
got back from lebanon ok. was a very tiring 2 days.. but boarding a warship and a chinook and looking at many british bums doesnt happen every day =P
i'd post pics, but i hate photobucket, might try in the next few days or so.
ashe. i miss you. come out you poop!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerm..
emilija has decided to come back to doha earlier =) so i'm all yay. ust hope her dad finds her an earlier flight..
ad i dont knowwhat to say. =(
i want to go tanning.
i want crisps.
i want to be skinny.
i neednew school pants.
i refuse to get the new uniform.
my leg is itchy.
i hate this time of the month.
i am sexually frustrated.
i find the fact that ashe's dad got butted by a goat hilarious =D =D =D
hahhahahahhahaha
hahahhahahhahahahhahahah
hahahahahah =D
and i'm rambling again.


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So this is probably my last post for another month at the least.
Kinda sad to be going. I hate summer.
Paul comes out on the 4th, was pretty excited abotu it at first but tbh i don't really know what to say around him anymore =/
Justin comes on the 9th, which i am extatic about. I just hope we have some alone time together whilst we're there. otherwise it will suck flabby ass. 
Speaking of flabby ass, my mother is having surgery. i just thought i'd tell the world.

"Write your soul down word for word... See whos your friend... Who is kind...
Take yourself out to the curb... Sit and wait... A fool for life"

I just realised i havent had the chance to go tanning properly in time for lebanon. Only been to intercont the once then i was ill.
i might go tomorow, maybe. If i finish most of my packing today then i'll maybe have time to go tanning for a few hours in the morning, and then go home and shower and get ready for....
our 6 month anniversary dinner =)
For any of you who don't know (though i'm sure most of you do), this is the longest (and happiest) relationship i've ever been in. No regrets =) Oh, and he buys me stuff. Which is cool.

And i can't say anything without sounding corny so thats about all i will say on that matter (i was going to write a huge essay recounting events dating back from last christmas).

Bah. i still havent finished my lebanon shopping. i went and bought myself a towel yesterday. its very pretty =D and.. i have enough skirts so i won't bother getting any more. Shoes i have plenty. Tops i have plenty... although i wouldn't mind soem more. Underwear, as my mother said to me this morning, i have 'an unusual amount' of it. so i'm done underwear shopping for now... till i get to leb that is. they have pretty stuff. Jeans... i might go out and get myself a pair today with my mum. i'm sick of mine. OOO, and i need to get some make up. I'm running out of black eyeliner. And if my mum agrees to pay, i'll get myself the lipstick i've been wanting.

And this post has become quite pointless.

Adios amigos, have a great summer and don't forget about me =( and text me!
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update time!

end of exams seems so long ago when i look back. oh, it may have been two weeks ago? i dunno. but anyhoo, i cant believe i'm saying it but i kinda miss going into school... all my friends have gone and i guess i just miss going into the study rooms and sitting at the same computer and then have people come up and hug me from behind or bring me starbucks or whatever. i just miss gossiping with my favourite buddies... *sigh*

but its not so bad this year. last year after all my friends left i felt i was pretty much about to die. but with justin here we manage to keep ourselves sane. even though he is quite ill at the mo (get well soon butch) 

sister comes back from leb tomorow night. first time i've started to miss her since she left for uni. should be fun... apparently she's lost lots of weight as well, so we're goig to try and fatten her up a bit... but in a good way.
hm.. i want tacos.

and bah, lost for words. will update soon enough.

x

howdy-do

i have decided to update again because justin has abandoned me to play gameboy.

fantastic.

ok. mum keeps talking to me and people keep chatting so end of update.

x

Righty-o.
Today's update will sum up recent events.

Justin came over for lunch today. yes, he came over. to my house. as in.. to meet my parents. 
He and my dad have agreed to play squash together some day.
My dad now believes i play football.
I ate so much i feel like a balloon.

~ End ~

ok. fine.
since people actualy bothered commenting as soon as i said myspace was dieing, i will bother to update. omg. myspace. nooooooooooooo. i meant livejournal. see? theres my point. and before you all have a go at my complaining (again) may i just say that i have had to revise for 7 exams which i had over 3 days. so exsqueeze me!

anyhoo, here goes..
exams. theres something i can rant about..

French: oral went really well cosidering i've only been to see her 3 times this year. but oops, the recorder was not on. so i had to do it again and fucked up my introduction by repeating the same sentence twice. but then she said i could repeat it 5 times if i wanted and would still get the marks. so s'all good. 

Maths: C1 i failed. i am ashamed. but its good i got that 78% in january. because i dont think i'll get anywhere near a C on this one. ah well. C2 went quite alright. i answered all the questions. i think i may have gotten some dodgy answers, but at least i'll get the method marks. and boo. i hope i am not jinxing myself by saying this. S1... don't even get me started. i'll be lucky to get a 20%. shall see =P

French! writing went really well. had two hours for it and finished it in an hour.  and apparently we're not allowed out in-between exams so had to stay in the hall till the next exam [i didnt get to buy lunch =(  ...] with was my listening exam! it actualy took me 45 mins to do. and spent the next 15 mins listening to fm =P and watching gcse people getting annoyed at people clicking the buttons on their walkmans. it was funny. and then.... had a half hour break till the next exam: Psychology! unit 1 was good. but thats what i said in january then ended up with a U. and unit 2... bah. bahbahbahbahbah... let me tell you why so BAH. i was stuck in school that day from 7 am....till 4.30pm. i had 4 exams. i was not allowed out of the hall between any of the exams except for the lunch break... but i couldnt get any lunch as TEHY WOULDNT LET US OUT WHEN IT WAS BREAK!!! and so i remained food-less. And i swear to god. being stuck in the same room for 7 hours does kind of get to you. i couldnt concentrate on my unit 2. at all. i mixed up the key application witht he contemporary issue and wrote about siftwork instead of S.A.D. and the next question was based on the first. meaning i continued to evaluate the cons shiftwork can have on bodily rythms, and i will not get any marks for it whatsoever. so yeah. i suppose i should start revising for psychlogy unit 2 and maths S1 during summer? shall see

and.... last exam is on the 5th june. 3 exams. with 15 mins in-between. 3 hours of writing essays. going to be hard =( i suppose i should revise for it now that its all i have left. fingers crossed.

And.... justin is back! yay! with gift! =P [hah] and we now have about a month and a half to spend together here.. before we both bugger off to lebanon to spend another 2 weeks living togther. oh dear. [dont run away =(  *sniff*] should be fun =) i guess i underestimated my rents' ability to be nice.

Wheeee. art exhibition on tuesday. i was planning to go with justin. but then my dad asked 'are parents allowed to go?' and i said yes. and now he wants to come with. so either i dont go at all so justin is still able to go. or i go with my dad and avoid justin. or i go with justin and ditch my dad. boo =( or i can introduce them to each other there....? BAH! *bites nails...litteraly*

and... we're all meant to be in school this week. but as its half term for schools in uk, i refuse to go in. we're not meant to have school. and plus we're meant to be on exam leave. even if i do have a mock on tuesday.... but ms gammon said it wasnt compulsory. so if she does ever ask why i wasnt there, i'll say i came in on... wednesday? and no one was doing the exams. hah. oh, AND, emilija was talking to miss johnson today. and she said that if we don't come into school this week, no one will do anything about it... yes, she is one of the heads of 6th form. ah well. i suppose its pointless anyway since i've already sat all my exams except for the business.

and this update is more than enough for now. i'll save some stuff for next time i get extremely bored.

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Don't let the system get you down...

Just got the exam paper back for psychology which the sharry ordered back. i was so unfairly marked. could have gotten at least a C. bah.